2022.01.19 11:26 Left_Spring_1328 Wood ID
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2022.01.19 11:26 Y5kPyYPQGaCeK Star Wars Episode I Racer Cutscene part 0 | M1820TG
2022.01.19 11:26 AndyNDYro Camere de supraveghere, instalate în cimitirele din Ploiești, după ce hoții au furat florile de pe morminte, grilaje de fier și mai multe cruci de lemn
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2022.01.19 11:26 Dependent_Read_5150 Rates are jumping up fast
I rate locked at 3.5 for a multifamily jumbo fannie loan just a few weeks ago. My lender says its 4.25 today for the same loan. In your opinion, How much will this affect the housing prices going forward in 2022?
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2022.01.19 11:26 Garestinian Propao Dreletov fast food Vruča čuča, dužan više od 250.000 kuna
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2022.01.19 11:26 inconsistent3 F29 5'2" / SW: 149.6 lbs GW 115 lbs CW 115.5 lbs / Started with a 32% Body Fat & Now at 21% / 16:8, GF Diet, and Moderate Cardio / After 15 months of consistent 16:8 fasting, I am finally at my goal weight and never felt better. IF works but takes time, don't rush it, consistency is key.
2022.01.19 11:26 footlove4ever Barefoot on the road
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2022.01.19 11:26 sammo236 My new starter motor is in reverse compared to the one I just took out? If this usable, or have I got the wrong part?
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2022.01.19 11:26 Bonus1Fact A few resorts are seeing early morning snow on Wednesday! More snow is on the way to end the week with snowfall getting heavy at times.#MTwx #snow pic.twitter.com/ia8SFm2fKh— WeatherNation (@WeatherNation) January 19, 2022
2022.01.19 11:26 NoElephant4327 MantisFinance - MANTIS is live. Low MC. Community Driven. Huge potential
| MantisFinance - MANTIS is live. Low MC. Community Driven. Huge potential|
✅ MantisFinance is Live. Low Market Cap. Low Holders
✅ MantisFinance is a 100% community driven and fair launched meme token which builds value for its Hodlers through the liquidity pool acquisition, manual burns and reflections
✅ MantisFinance is a community meme/utility token built on the BEP20 Token.
✅ Tokenomics are simple yet effective 10% Tax on Sell Orders 5% Liquidity Pool 4% Reflection to Hodlers 1% Marketing Wallet
✅ Liquidity Locked for 5 months
Here is the Tokenomics:
✅ Total supply: 1,000,000,000,000 MANTIS
✅ Burned at launch : 0.89%
✅ %4 - redistributed to holders
✅ Contract Address: 0x9fCCC73581B74a95D5cCEbd731d05e06B341Df02
✅Pancakeswap Link: https://exchange.pancakeswap.finance/#/swap?outputCurrency=0x9fCCC73581B74a95D5cCEbd731d05e06B341Df02
✅Is this Community token ?
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We listen to our community..Join our community
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2022.01.19 11:26 Sensitive-Action8193 RIP 2x Torva platelegs B2B before update
2022.01.19 11:26 maia_sbtls TALL GIRL 2 TRAILER IS OUT
2022.01.19 11:26 Mesafather My local dollar general in Mesa, Arizona. DG is too expensive anyway!!
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2022.01.19 11:26 maxweber21 This is why I still love the Joe Rogan Experience!
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2022.01.19 11:26 AlexMachine Some nice Amarone with Limousine steaks.
2022.01.19 11:26 Kareliasantana Konj kao osobno prijevozno sredstvo.
2022.01.19 11:26 ITNETT Priser på grafikkort og prosessorer ser ut til å stige i 2022
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2022.01.19 11:26 abygirl7 Season 2 drama queen, so you guys know who the real drama queen is
Christina just posted on her story and said, that some cast mates from past seasons say they’re not gonna watch or support season 3 but SHE is. Like girl you can say you’ll support without bringing other ppl into it, now fans are gonna be investigating who said it, way to be a snitch girl. Now you guys know who the shit stirrer was. Anyway glad ALL episodes for season 3 dropped
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2022.01.19 11:26 Gerald_the_sealion WTB: Awesome Pan in blue or black
2022.01.19 11:26 Vince2021 The Amazon Shopping Addiction
I can’t be the only one noticing everytime I work I’m delivering to the same house everyday where I’m delivering up to 7 or more packages daily to same home. You would think they’d run out of storage at that pace. It’s mostly the same ppl buying Over and over. Wtf are they buying lol
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2022.01.19 11:26 Euphoric_Reaction399 I don't know what to do anymore.
I cannot keep myself safe, and I am being failed by every system, locked in a never ending circle of being passed from the same services over and over again. None of them help me, and I am not the only person in this situation, hundreds of people are. There is something wrong here, and it needs to be exposed.
Let me start by saying that this is my last ditch attempt at getting help. I have been forced into this position and I don't know what else to do. I have no other options, and the next step is drastic and ugly and I am scared. Please, please, please help me. Please listen to me and help me share what is happening. Multiple systems are failing me and hundreds of other people every day, and lives quite literally hang in the balance. My life is one of them. Every day I wish I was dead. Every day I hurt myself. I need your help, and people need to know about this failure in the systems that are supposed to keep us safe. This is urgent. Please help me.
I was once told not to air my dirty laundry in public, but I have exhausted all other avenues, and the way I am being treated is unacceptable. I have had enough. Strap yourself in, it's a bumpy ride...
I have reached the end of my tether now, and I have been begging for help from friends, family, professional services, volunteer services, and anyone and anything else I can think of, and no one can or does do anything.
In May of 2021 I was arrested following an accusation of sexual assault. The accusation is false. Not only am I innocent, I am a victim, in more ways that one. Witnesses can corroborate my story, as should CCTV, but unfortunately I am relying on the most broken, corrupt, and detestable of operations - the police - to determine my fate. My witnesses are also, for the most part, untrustworthy and likely corrupted. I am not allowed to contact them, and yet one of them lives in the same house as my accuser and one of them has regular contact them them. How is that fair? This means they have had months to discuss and corroborate and ensure their stories match up, and yet I am not able to even find out whether they have told the truth or not. I do not know if they will have told the truth, since I have had absolutely no contact from them whatsoever.
I was in the middle of a mental breakdown, and was literally in the back of an ambulance having slit my wrists, when the police arrived. My dad had just died and my relationship was breaking down. These events, along with the arrest, took place within the space of four weeks. I have little to no memory of my time in custody, but what I do remember is being very confused, having my hands cuffed behind my back, the pain of my sliced open wrists shooting through my arm, and being put in the back of a van with no seatbelt, sliding about at every turn in the road. It hurt. I was scared and confused and suicidal. I don't remember leaving the van or arriving at the station or anything beyond that really. Apparently I was alert and aware enough to consent to examinations and an interview and such, though.
This is just the first of many negligent, cruel actions carried out by the police.
I am not allowed to seek therapy for the trauma this has caused, as mental health services are unwilling to discuss an 'ongoing investigation' with me. I am not able to access any form of victim support as I am told I am 'not the victim'. I have had to leave my jobs, leave my home, my children, my studies, my filmmaking, and everything else as a result of this.
They confiscated my phone (for reasons unknown) and now I am in debt, unable to access several accounts without it. I have asked them several times if or when I will be able to have my phone returned. They do not respond. Not responding is a police favourite. To them, I do not matter. I am not a person, instead I am a worthless piece of scum that they can and will treat as nothing. I do not deserve an explanation or sympathy or even acknowledgement. I must suffer. Because I am accused, and innocent until proven guilty does not exist.
Mental health services treat me with contempt. I am told this is my fault for not engaging. I don't fully understand what this means, as they seem to be demanding me rebuild my house while it is burning to the ground. I have recently been discharged from them, as they informed me that they cannot help me recover while I am still experiencing the trauma. This is absurd, as it is the exact same thing I have been telling them for the last 10 months.
I cannot continue with my life unsure if there is a life to continue. It is impossible. At any moment everything may come crashing down, and I cannot face losing anything else. I barely sleep, I have terrible nightmares, I suffer panic attacks and anxiety at the mere suggestion of going outside, and I have attempted suicide so many times I've lost count. I've tried to hang myself, I've taken overdoses, and every day I cut my wrists, opening the same wounds in the hope that this time it will be deep enough to do the job.
I have done the last thing I will ever do so many times that the very concept of it has become meaningless. I have asked to be put back in hospital, as I cannot keep myself safe but mental health services assure me that I am, in fact, fine. That I need to simply 'get on with my life' and that I am choosing not to be okay.
I am homeless. My mother wasn't willing to put up with my negativity. According to her I am putting it on, and I have the ability to switch it on and off. My relationship with her has always been difficult, she was and is emotionally abusive. At the age of 7 my belongings were stuffed into a bin bag and I was dropped on my dad's doorstep without explanation. I sat in my dad's living room listening to him and my stepmum argue about me. She didn't want me there, my dad was too cowardly to disagree.
That is just one of many such experiences I have had. I asked my mother why she hated me. Her response was that I was a difficult child, as a baby I used to bang my head on the floor because I couldn't hear what was being said. I had to have surgery so that I could hear properly. To my mum, this is an explanation as to why she can treat me the way she does, to me it sounds like blaming a baby for something outside of its control. She disagrees.
When I asked her why she kicked me out when I needed help and support the most, she said she didn't. This confused me, since I'm currently homeless and am not living there.
It has come to my attention recently that this pattern of abuse continued through into my relationship with my ex. It still feels wrong to say it, but I have been hit and insulted and attacked by her. I always blamed myself, it was my fault for pushing her too far, for making her angry and for arguing. I have been told feeling guilt for such actions is a sideffect of abuse. It is not uncommon for someone who experienced abuse as a child to gravitate toward similar experiences as an adult, and often these people have been trained to blame themselves, and not recognise abuse when it is happening to them. I have to remind myself that this is the truth, and that it is not acceptable.
I have been denied my right to have feelings. My mother did it, and then my ex did it. I have been told that there is something wrong with me, that my feelings are ridiculous and don't matter because I don't see things a certain way. I have been told that if I am upset or angry or hurt, then it is my fault. I am wrong for feeling like that. And now I suffer the consequences of not speaking out at the time. While I suffer, these people accuse me of doing to them the very things they have done to myself. The truth becomes twisted and confused. Angrily slapping a cup of coffee off a table become an abusive act of throwing coffee over someone. A suicide attempt becomes an act of malicious manipulation. A letter to my dad, left on his grave at the advice of mental health professionals, becomes a sinister attempt to distress others.
The truth is I don't have the capacity to think beyond any given moment, and yet I am told time and time again that I am this nightmarish genius, capable of carrying out dangerous and horrible acts, scheming and manipulating and abusing. I ask, to what end? Why would I do these things? What purpose does it serve and where has it got me? Homeless, alone, miserable... nothing.
I want to work on these things. I want to rebuild my life, focus on myself, get help, work through this, and become a person once more. I want to see my children, tell them that I love them. I want to live. But I am not allowed.
The police are aware of these things. They have been contacted by mental health professionals, my GP, Doctors, and local councillors, and yet still they hold me in limbo, keeping me in stasis while they needlessly extend and extend their investigation. In May I was told I had until June. In June it became August. In August it was moved to October, and then, when October came, it was changed to January. Now it is April.
These dates have become meaningless. They change and extend and never actually come. And the days inbetween bleed together, a mess of hopeless crying, useless distraction, impossible frustration, and endless suicide attempts and self harm. I cut myself so that I can focus on the physical pain. It hurts, but for a time it is something different.
I have contacted the news, I have contacted councillors and MPs and professional bodies. I have contacted the police and crime commissioner, the PM, the leader of the opposition, the Departmemt for Health and Social Care, and every time the response is the same. I am not asking anyone to interfere with the outcome of the investigation, just to please help end this torture. I need to move forward, and yet I am constantly held back, repeating the stages of grief over and over, never able to move beyond the final one because I am forced to stay in this Hell. I have asked for help from anyone and everyone. People do nothing. They say that this is just the process.
Well, if this is the process then it is broken. And that should anger all of us. Civilised societies do not deny people help. They do not hold people in extended periods of torture. They do not harm and they do not ignore. I am a person, I matter as much as anyone else, and yet I am abandoned and alone. I have not been charged, only accused, and yet I am being punished. If it were to result in the worst possible outcome, will this time in mental prison count toward my sentence? Will I be able to move on from the trauma this has put me through? I will live with this for the rest of my life, innocent and yet assumed guilty because of the lies of another person.
I watch as my so-called friends block me, ignore me, and delete me. I watch as the services who are supposed to help me refuse to hear me. And I watch as my life crumbles away piece by piece, while I am prevented from grasping hold of it by the police. If their job is to ensure safety, uphold values, and look after people, then they have failed. And they are failing.
At some point this moved beyond reasonable process and became not just negligence, but malicious and deliberate torture. Sometimes I even wonder if this is a sinister police tactic, they obviously do not have evidence, not only did the alleged incident not take place, but surely if they did then I would have been charged, and yet still I am punished and tortured, losing everything and made to suffer. I am not sure when that happened, but personally I believe it was probably the minute I tried to take my life the first time. Something should have been done then. The police do have the ability to rush things through if they so choose, we see this all the time when a case is reported in the news or when, of course, it directly impacts them (Sarah Everard springs to mind), and yet for someone like me, they claim it's an impossibility. It is not. It is a decision, and that decision is dangerous and negligent and outright cruel.
My life hangs quite literally in the balance, and they show absolutely no interested or care in it. While at my mother's she, unknown to me, sent a text to my stepmum asking her to stop this. The police came to her house unannounced and informed her that she cannot contact my step mother as it is 'witness intimidation'. My stepmum is not a witness. When my mother asked for an update the police refused to give it, claiming that they would only communicate with me. When it was pointed out to them that I am not mentally or physically capable of processing this information, that I am severely depressed and suicidal, the police response was, 'He is an 32 year old man, he can deal with it's. They do not care. My life does not matter. As far as they are concerned I am guilty, and yet I have not been charged. What happened to innocent until proven guilty? What happened to keeping people safe?
That is unacceptable, surely? How can this be the process? In what kind of civilised society do we torture and destroy people simply because someone has made an accusation. This isn't justice. Legally there is no innocent or guilty party at this point, just go potential victims. And yet the police have treated me with contempt and cruelty, their investigation seems only to prove my guilt, regardless of my innocence, and my mental health or safety just doesn't seem to matter at all.
It should matter. Surely it should matter?
Believe me or don't believe me, I'm not sure I care. I'm out of options now, so short of standing on a bridge and refusing to come down until there is a resolution, I'm not sure what to do. One day the truth will come out. Ask the people involved if they can honestly deny what I've said. They won't be able to. And when that day comes, I don't think I'll accept apologies.
No matter how you look at this, a victim is being failed. Either I'm telling the truth, I'm innocent, and yet I am being subjected to this cruel, inhumane psychological torture, my life in shreds, unable to rebuild or move forward or even begin to work towards that, or I am lying, in which case my accuser has been left without closure. 10 months is too long, I do not know if I can last another 10 minutes. Why are the police allowed to do this? Why am I denied a voice or an answer? Why is this happening? I will never recover, even if I do manage to return to some sense of normality. All because someone said something.
I believe it should be easy and safe for victims to come forward. But I don't believe that should come at the cost of harm to those accused. If even only 1% of people falsely accused are innocent, that is still 100s of people left in limbo, their lives and the lives of everyone close to them irreparably and forever destroyed. My children are 7 and 10 years old, their lives have been upended too. As has the rest of my family. Why does this not matter? On what planet is it okay to keep people in this state, forcing people to suicide and self harm and depression, and refusing to allow them to get better?
I understand that the police need time to investigate, but that time should be reasonable. Two, maybe three months is reasonable at a stretch. Extended only for exttenious circumstances. But to leave people like this for months and years on end - there are some people who have been stuck in this position for as long as 5 years - just isn't okay. We are people. We deserve to be treated as such.
I am an innocent man. And I am a victim. My only crime is not being able to speak up and keep saying no. I'm tired and exhausted. How do people think this is going to end?
This should matter! Please. This is my life and the lives of hundreds of people. People need to know and this practice needs to change. Immediately. I don't know what else to do, drawing attention and fighting for that is my last option now, and I cannot do it without your help. The next step is something far more dangerous and potentially damaging option, holding myself hostage or something. I can't carry on.
Please help me.
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2022.01.19 11:26 BenjiGold1 No one can say that anything is cooler than this panel (I have no idea what comic it’s from but it’s so awesome I had to share)
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2022.01.19 11:26 ANA_the_coolest_BEAn So... I was designing a HHP house for Roald and during the little movie, I find SQUID GAME IN ACNH ???????
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2022.01.19 11:26 ITNETT [Ekstra] Nesten ingen bruker smitteapp. Nå tar FHI grep for å få fart på sakene
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2022.01.19 11:26 Equivalent_Candle_74 3 ingredient recipe NO sugar, NO baking | amazing dessert recipe
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